I Never Wanted It

I can do whatever I want, if I go away
I can do whatever I want, yes I can
I can do whatever I want, If I leave here now
You try and I try and everything is trying, but we won’t let it be
You know and I know that we should just let go of this mess we’re in

I never wanted to feel that way, feel that way

You can think whatever you think, it doesn’t change a thing
You can think whatever you think, yes you can
You can think whatever you want, if you go away
I wish and I pray that it will just go away, but I still won’t let go
I think that you wish for me to just relinquish, so we can become free

I never wanted to feel that way, feel that way

And I, see the anguish in your eyes
And I, know there’s value in our tries
And I, see through the vanity and lies
And I, watch the fire as it dies

I never wanted to feel that way, feel that way
I never wanted it